I know that I have made very concrete efforts to cut ties with a lot of people in my life, to rid the negativity and sour energy from my world. After coming down from the post-purge high, it has become very painful to realize the few left that are virtuous and positive and important to me no longer care in a similar way. I am guilty of feeling my emotions in deeper and stronger extremes than most others I know, so when experiencing this disillusionment, I am especially heartbroken.
I take solace in my day to day life and interactions with the love I have found, and realize this is the strongest personal bond I have, and that when I find myself in this distressed state, he is enough, and all I need.
Lu
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